Fertile Journeys

July 4, 2009


Filed under: Infertility — by lhoham @ 9:34 pm
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So I did it…I P’dOAS (peed on a stick)…aka took a pregnancy test…I know I’m only 9dpiui and really the test shouldn’t work so I’m just setting myself up for failure…I know that…BUT, it was callin gmy name. Ever since I regained custody of those damn things yesterday (only one day ago!) they have been teasing me, waiting for the perfect moment to say “come and get me…” with a sly grin. So I unwrapped the box of goods (I had wrapped them up in wrapping paper for ease of transport so others wouldn’t know what my girlfriend and I were passing back and forth (she was storing them for me).

Yes, let me get on with things….IT WAS A BFP!!!!!!!!!

I’m not sure if I’m actually as excited as all those exclamation marks warrant. I actually have a pit in my stomach. I had to remind myself to be happy when I saw it. How do I know this time will be any different. Am I setting myself up for the big fall…again? I’m actually quite stressed about this.

But, anyway…nothing I can do about any of that. I take my meds, hope, and pray that things will work out. I just don’t know if it matters how many drugs you take or how hard you pray.

I’ve included a pic for all those who are interested. My second pink line was quite faint today. I mean, c’mon, I’m only 9dpiui. Really, it should still be negative…PLUS I tested at night which is really not helpful. I’ve tried to create contrast to see the line better. Imagine it if you have to b/c it’s there in RL (real life). I’ll test again on Monday and post another, hopefully darker, picture.

july 4 9dpiui

I hope everyone had a great 4th of July…happy belated Canada Day for our northern friends.



  1. I’d be cautiously optimistic. Just remember – the trigger shot you took was pregnancy hormone, and it can stay in your system for 10-12 days, so you won’t know for a few more days if that is a real BFP or the trigger shot. I’m hoping for nothing but good news and darker lines!

    Comment by Tkeys — July 4, 2009 @ 11:28 pm |Reply

  2. That line looks PDD to me, Honey! What does BFP stand for?

    Love you.

    Comment by Mom — July 5, 2009 @ 12:17 pm |Reply

  3. Oh I am so elated for you and praying praying praying that this little one sticks! You have been through so much and I REALLY hope and pray this is it!!!!:)

    Comment by Sarah — July 5, 2009 @ 3:03 pm |Reply

  4. Praying that this is one true positive! As Tkeys mentioned it could possibly be the trigger shot. Let us know if the test line gets darker darker darker! That’s what we want to see!

    Comment by Donna & Thorne — July 6, 2009 @ 9:39 am |Reply

  5. Good luck!!! 🙂

    Comment by kathy — July 6, 2009 @ 4:34 pm |Reply

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